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Smoke and Mirrors

Hnnn. Right. Life is all just smoke and mirrors after all. All the flashyness and superiority is just a cover up for inferiority and despair. All it takes is something to destroy the cover-up to show what life truly is. A bunch of smoke and mirrors
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Pain subsiding

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 10:03 AM


So the pain is going away. It still hurts without the pain pills and I HATE taking pain pills but its better than the burning in my hands. ALOT better. The morphine is out of my system so I can actually SEE STRAIGHT. Thank you guys for your support. Its hard typing with wrapped hands..... I look like a mummy O_o
So I cant go to school till around Thursday but first I have to go see a specialist about my hands. I dont know what FOR but hopefully something good. I hope the burns dont leave scars. That would really suck. My hands look HORRIBLE. They used to be pretty (the only thing about me I ever admited I liked) and now they look like crap. It sucks.
I can only be on the computer for an hour at a time, then take an hour break so I dont hurt my hands even more. Since you guys wanted to see the pictures I guess I'll post them soon.
Another thing. I tried writing and it looks like crap. The letters look all akward and slanted-like. It looks like a 5 year old wrote it. It sucks soooo bad.
And a big thanks to :iconharuko-chaan: for coming over yesterday to see me. Thanks so much buddy :'D
Also :iconbleeding-black28: came to see me when I was at the hospital. Thank you so much Kelsey! I love you!
Wow thats a long journal. Well not LONG but longer than the journals I usually do. Later.

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: random Wolfmother songs...
  • Reading: Skulduggery Pleasant
  • Watching: the news
  • Playing: KH 358/2 days
  • Eating: ......
  • Drinking: ...

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In my emo corner
  • Interests: sleeping standing up, dead things, bones, music, and the chocolate at the bottom of ice cream cones
  • Favourite movie: Transformers,Nightmare Before Christmas, FF, and Repo! The genetic opera
  • Favourite band or musician: Three Days Grace,Evanescence,Anberlin,Linkin Park,Breaking Benjamin, Flyleaf, Skillet, abunch others
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock,Punk,Alternative, Hard Rock, Heavy Metal, gothic symphony.... The works *shrugg*
  • Favourite artist: Whoa, waaaay to many. O_O *waves hands in front of self*
  • Favourite poet or writer: Even more WAY too many.
  • Favourite style of art: Anime and Manga?
  • Operating System: Computer (Barely... T_T) *whaps computer to keep it from freezing*
  • MP3 player of choice: my mp3 player? *cant live without it*
  • Wallpaper of choice: Something dark so it doesnt blind me
  • Skin of choice: Arrancar
  • Favourite game: FF VII:Dirge of Cerberus,KH II,KH, Wild ARMS 3.... alot more
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2,DS, PSP,
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mrrr. Too many to say.
  • Personal Quote: HOLY FUCKMUFFINS ON AN ALTAR!
  • Tools of the Trade: a pencil a notebook and maybe a kunai to keep my sister away. <.< >.>

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:iconluciapendant:
Thanks for the :+fav:!

Appreciate it! ;D

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Don't live in the past and regret choices, don't think of the future and worry what's going to happen, live in the moment and love life.

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:iconoliver-kun:
Thanks for the favorite!
:iconsekai-kunoiichi:
Hi!!!!!! thanks for the :+fav: :hug: I like gallery :heart:

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:iconjinxscythe:
Thanks for the favourite!

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LOOK!!! A MINKETY!!!

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:iconevilfuzzle2:
Thank you for the favourite :hug:

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I found a bottle of sunshine and someone let the sunlight out. Now all I have is clouds.
:iconlifewatcheralchemist:
Thanks for the fave <3

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Guilty pleasures are the best ones =D
:iconchibiko-wardy:
Oi oi! Thanks a bunch for the fave :D
Hope I'll be able to show you more animation in the future!

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Animation // Concept
Animated Short - iO: [link]
:icondarkklade:
Thanks for the fav

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It’s driving me mad that I haven't played in every toilet, I couldn't be number one, someone was built to destroy me. So don't ask me to take off my disguise!
:iconzzzemozzz:
Thank you for the favorit!(:And for some reson this Kimblee picture gets a lot of attion lol.

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Yea,yea.I am so cold that's why thay call me a snow man.I am so hot that's why thay call me the sun.That made nooo cents I know.

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